have u ever had those days where you just want to go back to bed and redo it all over again?? yea that wuz today and i didnt feel like that till i got to church which might sound bad but its the total and complete truth. well i wont say what happened cuz it sounds kinda silly when u think about it but its not to me dont ask me im a very complicated person at times and this it one of those times.-sigh- im just ready to go home go to bed and forget about 2nite. i mean my day wuz fine cept for my MCT in math that wuznt fun. i probally flunked it but oo well i will just take it over no biggie. i just wish for once i would have a day where i didnt want to go back a redo something but thats life right? and like some ppl say lifes tough get a helmet.but you know what i think i kinda complain to much sometimes i dno y i think i do i just do its one of those things u know u do but yea i dno im gonna just shut up cuz ummm im kinda confusing myself and thats not good haha opps :) ooo well its all gravy ummm well thats all i have to say right now im at church practicing for the play "Four Tickets to Christmas."

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the youth group i love ya'll all to death!!

well this is mostly gonna be like things i like/dont like about guys soo here i go um i like guys who are cute,funny,nice,sweet. i dont ask for much at all really. i just want a guy who surprise me every once and a while and who isnt like a total jerk. i love rose's *wink* he doesnt have to be like a total hotty and well im sry but he cant be down right butt ugly either he has to be cute but he doesnt have to be like cute cute. do ya get what i mean? haha um well i guess he has to have a sense a humor. ya'll are probally like y in the world do we want to kno this well i duno i have nothin really else to write about so :P. umm ooo wait i do nvm i gots alot haha umm yea ok just to tell ya i do have some blonde moments but not alot and sometimes im like slow on some stuff but dont worry i'll catch on sooner or later. i would love to learn how to skateboard dont ask y i just think its sooo cool!!! even tho it hurts like crap

hey guys n-e thing and everthing u wanna kno about me is here. i go to JHS and im in 10th grade. i go to Forest Home Church and its awesome there. i have great friends and ya'll mean the world to me. im 5'2½, i have hazel eyes and brown hair. um i have done somethings in my life that im not really proud of but ive gotten over them and now i just thank God everyday for the life he has given me and for all the awesome ppl i know and love to death um i love art. its soo much fun. it lets me get all my feelings out on paper even tho im not that great i dont care its fun and thats all the matters. right now in my life i want to help ppl like mostly teens who are like cuters or somethin like that cuz i think everyone needs someone who they can come talk to about their problems and they are using cutting to get ride of the pain and thats not right at all. i want to say thankx to everyone who has prayed/been praying for me that really means alot to know that ya'll care so much i couldnt ask for better friends.